seems like i don't mean anything to you. if so, tell me so. don't keep me waiting. alot of our memories flashed back.
rmb the time when u went mia? i waited for you like some idiot. but when you came back you changed. till one day u came back to me and asked me those questions. who am i to you? since you said im so impt. i felt like some rubbish. all these are to tell you how i feel. not to blame you or smth. is it when you need me you come back? when you're not happy you leave? seriously this feeling sucks.
today also. saying i already knew. after tt i forget abt it and talked to you nicely. but you said you need time. i'll give you time. i need time too.
for you, i gave up my mama(s). for you i've done stuffs just to mantain our relationship. why must it be like tt. i seriously don't know why. is it really time to end? maybe.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Wednesday 13 May 2009
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
alot of things happened. frens come and go(: and ytd's a real nightmare to me. tt's when i decided hard to stay hard hearted. not to let any words affect me. is really staying single better? am i really wrong to turn to crook? i wondered so hard. i've been crying so hard for you. i don't think you know and don't even think you give a damn care abt it.
do you know wad am i wishing for ytd? i just want a warm warm warm hug from you. and i'll be contented. but i know you will never(: it's just my wishful thinking. i know it very well, we'll never get back to the same again.
loving you is just one-sided. jiehua, wad are you thinking? WAKEUP! wakeup!
