stop finding excuses for yourself like you dont want to hurt anyone or whatever. cause you know you are just lying to yourself. you wanted to go back. you are just making sure you can go back before u want a break, not anything else. just making sure there'll be a substitute if you can't get back to her. you know it. you are simply being selfish and never thought of how other felt. you've been through it. you know how it feels to be like. i just don't understand why you can still do it.
if you say that's what you feel. does it mean that you must do that? that's not what lehs. it's abt principles. where are your principles?
what if it's not you who was the one who have done it. it's me? how would you feel? i tell you cause i like the guy alot but don't want hurt you, don't want break with you and all. but do all those lj things with him. you can tahan arhs?=.= just some plain lameshit lohs.
but so sad luhs, i'm not someone with no principles like that. go reflect on yourself luhs. you still don't know where you're wrong at. didn't expect you were someone like that. so utterly dissappointed, for everything you lied and whatever you've done.
